anak raja, hamba sahaja

aku putera pencinta cinta

(lihatlah aku lagak)


tak ku takut badai seribu laut setinggi kejora

(dengarkan sorak membelah)


aku mati bila cuma cinta mati

(titipkan basah kucupan dan sayu doa)

hari jadi saya

selamatkah hari-hari untuk menjadi saya?
lucu soalannya.

saya terlalu banyak bertanya,
pada masa silam ingin sekali saya dengar dia bersuara,
kerana mahu tahu mungkin saya bisa merubah peristiwa cinta mereka.

saban tahun saya diajak berpesta,
tanggal ampat oktober selalunya tinggalkan saya bersendirian,
rasa bersalah kerana bukan saya yang patut diucap tahniah dan diberi hadiah.

terbayang gadis mulus tak sampai setahun dua mengenal remaja,
takut dan sakit, gementar seluruh badannya, lesu untuk bersuara, kali pertama ke medan jihad dia, entah lagi berjumpa atau tenang dalam syahidnya.

dialah yang patutnya saya anjurkan pesta,
melahirkan zuriat, meneruskan syahadat, pemberi cinta, semangat dan kudratnya saya,
selamatnya hari jadi saya kerana dia dan Dia.

biar dia agak dan rasa

biarkanla..
dia pun tak kacau sesapa,
dia ringsa agaknya...

biarkanla..
dia nak cari singgahsana, walau tanpa permaisuri,
walau bukan dia yang raja, walau dari akar dan dahan berduri,
dia gembira rasanya...

biarkanla..
dia mampu menjadi dirinya kembali,
dia pernah agak dan rasa agaknya.

when i was ten

cerita teladan

banyak la benda yang terjadi waktu umur tu...tapi yg paling ingat sgt2 sebab itulah tahun kena masuk jawi. ataupun bersunat. nervous tu tak yah cakap la kan, sebab dah tau dari awal tahun yg cuti bulan 12 ni turn aku masuk jawi. mental preparation sudah dibuat sejak awal walaupun tanpa pertolongan dr fadhilah kamsan. and so i thought i will make the best out of the situation. my aim would be to get the latest bmx, my first bike ever...nak bagi budak2 kampung Bukit Tembaga tu jealous. so when the day finally arrive, aku nyer kenduri tu ngalahkan org kahwin, sarung bantal, tilam dan segala benda tuh siap baldu bertekat benang emas, mmg makan hati la budak2 skrg kalau setakat pakai Aussino tu tak yah cakap banyak ok (sambil bagi jelingan maut). so mmg confirm la duit show tunjuk anu nanti lebih dari cukup untuk beli bmx tu. and so i went thru the whole humiliation of org2 tua (laki dan pompuan) yang fetish nak tgk anu budak. (waktu tu takde child porno lagi, i'm the closest thing to it).
i manage to collect RM423. a princely amount for me then...ermm now pun,(esp antara 12hb ke atas). tiap2 hari dok kira duit tu kot2 bertambah, tidur malam pun duit simpan dalam bantal, siang2 sembunyi celah baju dalam almari. hampir sebulan tak keluar rumah, tiap2 hari aku yg kuat berangan ni semakin kuat lah angan2 nya. finally bila dah boleh jalan and pakai seluar aku pun dgn segeralah pujuk abah jom pi kedai basikal, jom pi kedai basikal...4 kali sehari. aku pun tak paham awatlah dia liat sgt nak bawa aku pi kedai tu, bukannya nak pakai duit dia pun? tiba2 di suatu hari yg dia setuju nak bawa aku pi kedai tu, aku dgn la-la tu juga melompat nak pi ambik duit basikal tu. cari punya cari tak jumpa, cari punya cari...pun tak jumpa. dgn paniknya aku minta tolong seisi rumah mencari sama. air mata dah bergenang cuma tak tertumpah ja. then it struck me, abah could have found and keep it for save. so i asked

"abah ambik duit basikal abang ka? abah tolong simpan ka?"

while holding my tears. takut nanti lagi kena marah, dah la tuduh dia pastu teriak pulak. kalau salah kalu tak pasal aku yg kena bambu. non-chalantly he replied, sambil mencabut ubat di depan cermin

"habih tu buat kenduri semua tu tak pakai duit?!!!?"

with eyes open wide. half jerkah half buat bodo.

so kengkawan, teladannya, lain kali kalu takdak duit pamerkan lah anu sendiri ya. jangan guna anu budak2.

Selamat Beramal!

2 minggu sebelum poser

2 weeks before ramadhan ada orang nak kahwin, ni i punya keroje. seperti biasa bidan ni kena terjun 8 jam sebelum event.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA -from klia with love

lokasi: masjid india, 1.00am, 1st syawal

CARA-CARA UNTUK MENYAMBUT AIDILFITRI DI KLIA

1. Jangan apply cuti hari raya, leave it to your company to decide for you.
2. 6.00pm-Walau pun di offer untuk balik kampung dengan your auntie satu malam sebelum raya- just decline it, cakap tak selesa naik keta 6 jam.
3. 10.00pm-Keluar lah ke Jalan TAR dan Masjid India untuk shopping raya, boleh beli baju melayu kilat2 sepasang for rm45 from rm150 di celah2 bau ketiak yg makan asam asin kelat.
4. 2.00am-Belek2 baju raya and shok sendiri sambil packing bag ala2 nak balik naik Eastern&Oriental.
5. 3.30am-Jangan tidur, sebab takut tak terbangun pagi nak gi KLIA.
6. 4.45am- dah siap dress up macam pahlawan melayu terakhir kat Bangsar nih..
7. 5.00am-Orang pertama yang naik ERL di pagi raya.
8. 5.28am-Orang yang paling lawa kat seluruh Dengkil, Nilai, Salak Tinggi & Sepang
9. 5.45am-Orang pertama yang check in untuk flight pukul 2 PETANG!!!! waaaaaaaaaa

so kawan2 sekalian, silalah check jadual penerbangan anda dengan teliti yer

kenapalah....

ada orang yang hatinya busuk sangat,
ada orang yang tak tahu malu,
ada orang yang tak pernah rasa bersalah,
time tengah tak dak duit ni kereta accident pulak.....
banyaknya dugaan bulan posa tahun ni.

sabor jelah..

missing person

last seen and heard 2 weeks ago. please contact me if there is any info of her whereabout.

sebelum dan selepas

seri titiwangsa condo..7 months ago.

this is my latest project, it took sometime to complete coz i have to accomodate d client's budget. and by now it's almost 92% completed. my vision for the unit was far grander until i realised how much would it cost if i were to have it my way...hehehehe. nevertheless i try my best to make it work under all of the limitations. every project that i took gave me different challenges and obstacles. along the way improving and testing my patients in dealing with frustrating people. phew..memang menguji kesabaran. but to me, when the final products manage to make my client smile and grinning with pride...that's enough to remind me why i shouldn't stop doing it.

tu la pasal dok sibuk...nanti kita update lagi dgn gambar2 yg elok sikit ek

My Best Friend

Ini kawan baik saya. Nama dia ialah Faizah Mohd Taib. Saya sangat sayang pada dia. Dia tinggal di rumah yang sangat cantik bernama LIMAPULUHSATU di Sepang. Rumahnya sangat jauh. Saya selalu rindukan dia. Dia berkerja sebagai seorang pramugari yang banyak pangkat. Dia sangat sayang pada kucing. Mukanya pun ada iras-iras kucing jahat. Tapi sangat comel dan pandai menari. Kalau saya penat menari dia akan tolong buka baju saya dan tolong saya naik tangga rumah flat saya. Cita-cita dia ialah untuk menjadi seperti bapanya. Lucu dan berwibawa, prihatin dan manja, jujur dalam segala. Saya rasa dia sudah lama mencapai cita-citanya. Kalau saya jadi kaya saya akan belikan dia sebuah kereta sukan jenama Mercedes 300sl. Saya juga akan buat sebuah rumah yang sangat cantik bernama LIMAPULUHDUA untuk dia.

Pecah kaca pecah gelas,
Sudah baca harap balas.
Pen merah pen biru,
Jangan marah i love you.

nak citer sikit

haiyo...since dah ada blog rasa macam satu kesalahan la pulak kalau tak updatekan. lupa password sebenarnyer..pastu takde modal pun. tgh rasa macam not produktif sikit. keja belambak2 tapi buat2 macam tak nampak. ada kawan kita sorang tu tgh dok merenung2 and dwelling on being single. kita pun teringat gak waktu2 single. tapi kan..semua pun ada up n down nya. kdg2 seronok single, kdg2 seronok ada org tunggu kita kat umah. what i've learnt so far, we should just make the best of our situation. every phase of our life r different. no regret. enjoy life at its fullest. play to the max. be grateful. jangan aniaya orang. appreciate people around u who make ur day. and spread d love around!!

p/s aiz, meh la buat jahattttttttttttttttt

Lost and Found : Cameron Highland

They say sometime you have to go away to see if you come back,
they say sometime you have to cry to see if you could still smile,
they say sometime you have to go swimming to see who would save you from drowning,
Cameron Highland...still a magical place after all these years.

love

i punya buah!!

taufik!! tq so much...
tgh2 takda duit ni tiba2 kengkawan kasik hadiah
or else, sungguh tak logik kalau nak shopping pada 15hb ni...


stunning as it is, there's still a few setback i discovered in my short 22hrs relationship with an iphone.

1. u bound to spend di bawah tahap sedar for an accessories that u think u might need
2. a sudden urge to expand ur music library collection ( tho u already have 700 songs, of which only 5% get an airplay)
3. batt cepat abis coz nanti u akan duduk berangan2 sambil tgn tak diam2 buat benda apa2 ntah yg tak penting..tapi nampak mcm businessman yg juta2 trillion
4. org tak kenal alih2 dtg tanya technical question about apple (aiz...lari!!)
5. cannot send mms ( i antar 12 mms in 16months...so i can live without it la kot..)
6. tiba2 u jadi xtra sensitive n cautious about ur surrounding, takut iphone calar n kotor ( haiyo...very the penat one)
7. type sms pun 3 km/j je, pun sebab takut tercalar

how? nak beli jugak ke?
GILA TAK BELI!

i want this land!!! ...minus this house tho'

with a view like this!!!
at 5am the mist linger up to your knee till around 8am. the water freeze, i dare not touch the water other than to wash my hand.
at dusk suddenly thousands insect launch into a forest orchestra...and all this just 30mins away from kl.
bukit tinggi, genting highland

hello? remember me?

so...it has been a year? no it can't be, aiz's apple still look clean. oh, september..

anyway, some thing are better left unsaid hence i've been quiet. too much dreaming i guess. let's see, some of my friends has been in n out of love without me even knew it, hmm...so mr u know who, was it love that u r looking for? let me tell u what i wish i don't know about love.

1. i dunno it make u numb
2. i dunno it make u dumb
3. i dunno it make u high
4. i dunno it can haunt
5. i dunno i dunno

true that people said be careful of what u r wishing for, but u dunno if u never take the risk right?
u no or u dunno u wear odorono

aiz's punya buah

i'm expecting a more frequent blogs from thebo after this, i'm actually surprise no new blog this morning....aiz, its 11 am now, u can go get some sleep

siem reap III, the temple - pengsan!

all pic courtesy of azli ayob long
cover album ekamatra, circa 1989
angelina jolie
majestic trees in a magical land
azli and fairuz pose maut on the step of angkor watt
azli and me among the entrance ruin, i really wonder how on earth can the ancient people be so patience and grand
one of the rare structure featuring roman like pillars
fairuz and me - wet while leaving angkor watt, he can strike a pose in almost any impossible situation

siem reap II, tonle sap - define poor

all pic courtesy of azli ayob long
they work in a pair, the elder row and the child sell. a plate of banana is all they have..selling to non interested tourist, they hand pedal trying to chase our speed boat for a mere 1usd
me and azli on the bow of the boat..panas nak mampus, can barely seat there more than 10 seconds, and these people live here..
their school, some are 17 years old studying to an equivalent level of our standard 6..the highest available for free
tonle sap typical boat house..i feel sad but they seem happy
me n the lake houses
me, azli and yusof (our guide) just arrive on the floating crocodile farm..i dread to think what would happen should the wooden cage break

siem reap siem reap

how bless is this land,
thousands years old ruin among thousands fragile butterflies,
set in the quietness of jungle maddening silence,
how ironic blood were splattered not long ago,
among such gentle people,
how grateful i am,
to fall in love in such land,
cambodia..here i am

My first Tanahkayu

komen sikit..